| he's the boy.... who would shove icecream in my face. who will wrestle with me. who shows me off to his friends and family. who treats me with respect...sometimes who will call me at 4 in the morning, to tell me he cant stop thinking about me. who sings to me, even though he can't. who could break my heart, but wouldn't dream of it. |
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| everyone has gone away to myspce...lol....no complianing..but i'm updat8ing because myspace gets to be boring after awhile..when no one has any new pictures or talks to me..lol. its funner here for the time being..camp was good. let some stuff formt he past go that i needed to for a logn time now. its nice. i feel stronger now that i'm back. and feel like i;'ve been called ot muissions mauybe. dont take my word ont hat. and dont make a big deal about that because i'm not sure. its just a thought from God. so yea...i find blogging comforting at times. liek when i want to talk to someone. and just talk abotu my life without otrhers talkign back and like tellign me stuff. very calming, and relaxing. right now i actually just feel like talkign my head off to soemone...which i am. srry daniel. i sure am getting my typign in for the day though.lol. i havent talked talked to anyone in a real logn time it seems like. maybe a little bit. but not truly. a lot has happened in a short period of time. and i dunno wat to think about everything. a klot of ppl in my life have changed and made me want to just go away. but i cant and i knwo that. i just want soem things to go back to the way they use to be. but they cant...and i know that also. actually i wish some ppl woudlnt change and feel liek they have to be soemthign theyre not allt he time. its a scary feeling. lol. i was lookign back on some of my posts and a few of them were very emo. thats funny. i think if i started doign this again everyday some things might change. actually i think i'm coming back to xanga. it soudns liek a nice idea to me. so that exactly wat i'm gonna do. have a good day anyone who haopened upon this bvy chance. : ) |
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| officially bored already...and hannah hasnt even left yet |
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| i hate xanga...there is no point to this place anymore. when i try to update and keep current on here and not only do myspace...no one cares, and its like.....no comments. no nothing. so yea. now no one comment on this post now. |
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| SO ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL, AND I DONT KNOW WAT WE'RE GOING, BUT WE HAVE AN AWARDS CEROMONY AT SCHOOL TODAY AT 1:30 TILL THE END OF SCHOOL. SO HOW FUN. tODAY SHOULD BE FUN...MAYBE. yAy THEN ITS SUMMER, AND CLOSER AND CLOSER TO SENIOR CAMP. AND I'M PLAYING SOCCER NEXT YEAR, SO INTERESTING. I'M GOING TO TRY AND LEARN OVER THE SUMMER HOW TO ACTUALLY PLAY THE GAME. OK WELL I BEST BE GOING. I DONT HAVE MUCH TIME. TONIGHT I'M GOING SWIMMING WITH HANNAH, PROLLY, IF ITS NOT STORMING. WHICH I DONT THINK IT WILL BE...
~KAITLIN |
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